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Update on the Senator's office 1st-sorry boring stuff first.....I e-mailed the aid yesterday with a link to : http://www.atcsd.com/gov_sol.html showing him that there are actual military devices that can do exactly what I am describing. Sending sound to individuals without them being "schitzophrenic". My main objective with this aid, Mr. Micah Intermill, is to A. Get him to admit that just because a person hears voices/sounds does not 100% mean that they are schizophrenic. B. Thet the possiblity exists that I may be one of those individuals. C. That further investigation is warranted. Not so much to ask from a tax paid politicians officer..... I also sent him the following e-mail:
Mr. Intermill,
Now please keep in mind that at no time did I claim to know WHAT exactly was/is taking place. I am only speculating on the possibilities. That is why I contacted the Senator's office to begin with. Until a conclusion is found, you may periodically receive links to other possible technologies that could be being used.
He/you are in a much better position to ask those questions to those individuals to get those answers. I can only assure you that SOMETHING is going on and it is not mother nature.
I am in the medical profession Mr. Intermill. I trust the medical profession. If I felt that what I was experiencing was natural believe me I would be the 1st in line with traditional medicine. But it's not. I would NOT embarrass myself or risk the chance of ruining my reputation if I did not believe 100% in what I am telling you.
In this time of domestic spying and terrorism I am leaving nothing to chance. I do not know who is behind this. On one hand I hope it is the U.S. because I hope to God that our enemies do not have technology like this but on the other I can not fathom the idea that my own country would test on it's own citizens without prior consent. But again that is out of my hands.
Tanya
Now, onto whats been going on....we went out of town for several days. One might have hoped that after at least 4 years of v2k and more of other forms of harassment that whome ever is in charge would have the decency to see that my psychy had a few days break but this did not happen. The 1st day we were away I was so exhausted I could barely get out of bed. The 2nd and 3rd nights were the opposite with very little sleep. The whole time I was worried because my 10 year old was having some kind of allergy problem. Normally I wouldn't worry about such a thing but with these heartless beings running the show I never know if a simple sneeze can turn into a raging asthma attack without even blinking an eye. The sad thing is most would think that "noooo, they wouldn't do such a thing to children, put them in danger." I say, "bullshit"! I've seen it. They have no qualms with putting our children in any situation harmful or not if it causes us any kind of anxiety or the affects could possibly be later traced back to our lack of parenting in one way shape or form. Even though my son is 10 I have noticed I still have to be ESPECIALLY cautious with him crossing busy intersections. He has NO FEAR or better said No common sense. But yet he tests above 75% or higher on his standardized testing in school??? doesn't make sense. The point is....1. It scares the hell out of me. 2. Makes me look like a idiot parent for not teaching my 10 year old how to cross the street.. Get the point. I bet you would see a completly different child if I wern't anywhere around.
As soon as we got home I started to be attacked by some acoustic weapon that they used on me first a few months ago. I can only describe it as a distant "whoaa" (2) sound with a slight preasure in my ears. Immediatly following I get sick to my stomach. The trademark to this weapon is the eyes inability to track normally. I noticed it a few months ago and I noticed it immediatly this time as well. It's partly to do with being sick. I couldnt understand why "they" would add such a thing as a pseudo-symptom and I new from the get go that it was a trademark symptom but until now I did not understand why.
My husband (after 2 days of seeing me in tears for not being able to stand without being so dizzy that I can't walk) was seriously wanting me to see a Dr. So I thought I'd take a peak at what I could find about illnesses associated with eye tracking. Amazingly enough I found that 50% or more scizophrenics suffer from eye tracking disorders. Sooo If they could get me to the Dr. with a eye tracking problem wouldn't that reinforce the notion that I may also be suffering a schizo associated disorder? That was 50% vs. 8% quite a difference I might add. Some symptoms were not being able to watch moving objects and so on which has never been an issue except when these particular attacks are taking place. At which time looking straight ahead or down are the only things that really help. And the same time that I am working so desperatly for public awareness on our issues.
Coincidence? Target Practice? Madness!!!!
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